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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

hello..im backzz...
today was a great day of my lyfe...
it start from back and ended up 2 excellent
the morning feeling kinda down..
haha
buuuuuuuuuttttttttttttttt
classmates keep on making me laugh
especially Amelia,her father(Darryl)
and also girlfrenz..
haha
thx u guyz...
den last period was form teacher's
haha..
miss dil was changing ppl seats..
i was sooo scare of losing my preacious seat..
haha...got fan mah and also near the back door somemore...
haha..juz a nice place 2 seat...
soo yeah darryl have to change seats
and now juz left wif me and amelia...
quite sad coz of the two ppl in front of us and also darryl left us..
haha..wad to do..miss dil ideas.
miss dil plz don change my seat..
im begging
den school ends..
haha..
decided to celebrate shakthi bday
but she was asked out by her other frenz 1st
soo yeah celebrate on Friday since all cca are being stopped for e mean tyme

the plan was cancled
but bout going to Pasir ris beach are not
after going 2 Eastpoint
we mrt off to Pasir Ris beach..
walked there and its pic taking tyme...
after sometime
Nafisah came along..
sadly we all have to go our own separate wayzz
soo bussed off to PR inter
and took 17 wif aida n fatehah
lurve called talk2
den fatehah and aida keep on disturbing me...
den blah3...
home sweet home for them..
not 4 me...

i reached home and then had 2 go out again wif mom...
suprizingly,i got $50 from nenek...
a big yeah for...
since mom and dad got money from the gov..
the money is all myne..
but ony $200
so total is $250
but still its ok for me...yeah!!!
lurve accompany me go shopping one aye...
haha...
bez day ever!!!
haha.. till here
update tomorrow..!!
ill upload the pics soon..
somthing wrong wif mmy com..hehe so sowie

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~ Safiah ~ @ 10:05:00 PM


Monday, June 29, 2009

this gonna be the second post

been letting out the tears since juz now
cant help it
even if im saying im ok
but im not..
since that is ur decision
then i have no choice
but to accept it
i cant do anything

seandainya kau tahu isi hati ku
adakah kamu akan membiakan ia merana
ataupun kamu akan mengubatinya
semua keputusan di tangan kamu
aku disini cuma mendapat berita
yang buruk ataupun yang baik
terpulang la..
aku tidak berdaya lagi untuk betengkar besamamu
ia cuma menambarkan kesakitan hati ini
sejak kau tiba
hidup ku mula berubah dan ia tidak seperti dulu
kini aku ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada kamu
kerana telah memberiku bagaimana rasanya untuk bercinta lagi.
dan sebab kamu la
aku mulakan hidup baru supaya selalu ceria
terima kasih buat segalanya
jikalau di izinkan untuk bersama
pada suatu hari nanti
setiap saat yang berlalu
akan ku membuat ia kenangan yang istimewa bagiku

salam sayang
♥ safiah ♥


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:00:00 PM


having the sleepless nyte again today..
haha
maybe to excited to go to school today
soo yeah..
was totally hyper since morning till juz now...
but now mood swing
im sooo pissed off wif the attitude that was shown to me..
great isn it...
till here..
update tomorrow if have mood..
haizzz...


~ Safiah ~ @ 5:12:00 PM


Sunday, June 28, 2009

juz came back from jemputan
kinda bored there..no fren...
msg lurve hope that he would call
but not..nemind..
so luckily Jordan there to keep me company..
haha..thx..
hope 2 see u in skool tomorow
but he cant..werking la kan...haha...
about an hour there father came fetch us home
yeah..home sweet home...

tomorrow skools start..
yeah im kinda ready for maths ony!!
the rest of the lessons can sleep...
haha..till here...
lurve call me aite...plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz =(
and thx =)

i miss my sygzz lotzzz
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is it i who is changing??
or
is it you're the one change??
or
are we both are changing??

i noe everybody change..
but no matter wad
i hope the feelings between us will never change

im juz a moon without a light
until u came shining ur wonderful sunlight at me
so the nyte will not be in the full darkness
even though the distance
between us are soo far apart
juz lyke the sun and the moon
my love for eu will remain in my heart
i will let our sweet moments together
stay in my heart forever

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~ Safiah ~ @ 6:02:00 PM


Saturday, June 27, 2009

sowie for not blogging yesterday..
too tired plus no mood..
haha..
so yeah..
meet lurve for a while
den slack2..
den home tyme...
soo off to semei buy somthing for mom
den buy chocolate milk tea which ive been wanting for a long tyme
since the holidayz had started..lolzz
den i went home...

den today juz came back from inter..
wif mom...
slack3 at mac...
as usual..
grandma blanje...
ape lagy mkn ar..
haha
so now home sweet home...
monday school start..
cant wait 2 mit my sygzz...
haha..
miss dem lotzz la shey..
haha
tctc


~ Safiah ~ @ 3:29:00 PM


Thursday, June 25, 2009







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juz came back from meeting my sys lurp..
goshh..she makin pwetty la
she may be rebellious and bad
but 1 think i noe
she have a kind heart
soo ya..
juz now we off to buy somthing 4 my mom
den slack2
den went to our fav place
miss that place soo much..
haha
den after somtime cycled home..
sent her 1st den me
now chatting wif her..
haha
miss ya sis..

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:28:00 PM


time 2.45
i have not make up my mind yet
either to go tamp or juz stayed at home or juz
cycle to Bedok Reservoir Park to peace up my mind a bit
if wanna go there muz think of somthing logic so mom will let me out..
haizz..
i wanna be alone...
let out my feelings..
ishh..
i hate arguing wif my lurve ones
tot maybe cycling will make the hurt/pain go away nehh
but wad to do
mom wont let me out!!!
haizz...
*think safiah think*
hmm...

haha..at last...
i found a way to get out...time 3.12pm
haha
yeah!!
soo yeah i ask my mm wad she wanna buy
so i buy 4 her
den after buy 4 her things den
im off to BRP
haha..
safiah soo smart....
yeah...
haha...
update soon...

~ Safiah ~ @ 3:05:00 PM


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

today went out wif Nafisah and Muaza..
  1. watched the land of the lost
  2. eat at food culture
  3. went bugiz
  4. home sweet home
had lotzz of fun..
and yeah i bought new shoe..
haha..gerek..
called lurve tot of meeting hym
but..
now juz chilling
till here..
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im sowie if i did say somthing wrong..
im sowie if im juz hang up lyke dat..
i juz don wanna argue wif eu any more..
its hurt me soo much..
i noe i made u angry wif me..
but plz understand
if i cant means i cant.
im sowie... :(
really am sowie..
i noe its my fault..
i love you
really do..
i promise that ill try not to do it again..
and if u reading thiz
i hope u forgive me
~zharif~

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:10:00 PM


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

hmmm..
today juz stayed at home..
a big BORED!!!!!
haizz...
5 more dayz till skool reopen...
cant wait...
den tomorrow maybe going out..
1st go watch movie wif my fren..(maybe)
den out wif sis lurp off to either woodland(maybe)
goshhh
i miss lurve already..
FYI we still fren in case u guys thinking we're att
wad to do kn..
haizz...
was hoping to be wif hym asap *hopefully*
but...
nemind...
-------------------------------------------------lurve oh lurve
if ony u knew how much i love u
how much u meant to me...
ony god noes
i noe u don believe me...
but all this is from the bottom of my heart
i may not show it
but i can swear that i love u soo much
every moment that was spent with eu
i will let the vision replay itself in my mind
and let it last forever in my heart
~i love you~

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~ Safiah ~ @ 9:19:00 PM


Monday, June 22, 2009

today meet lurve...
but he was late...
hmm...
nemind..

den go walk2..
sit outside esplanade
took some picz...
den off to vivo since the both of us
didnt went there fer so long...
reached vivo walk2 again...
till tired...
no plans actually so walk2 lor..
tot of watching movie but...
all the movies lurve watched already..
haiyaa...
about 5+
buy food den ate them at sky garden
lurve keeps on teasing me...
haiyaaa.
wad to do...
den slack3 till home tyme..
i hate saying byez la... =(
siak ar..
miss sak..
padahal baru je jumpe...
till here tired
hope that sweet moments of us together
will never last..
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i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
if u don believe me then its ok..
 coz i tried to tell u well not in proper way actually...
i will alwayz love you...
i will let that sweet moments of us
last forever in my heart

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~ Safiah ~ @ 11:00:00 PM


Sunday, June 21, 2009

2nd post..

juz came back from tamp...
bought new hp..
Sony w595..
haha
cool..
at last get a new hp..
yeah!!!
den mom n dad also decided to change their hp 2..
haha..
all change to sony..
haha..
thx abg masviady for helping us juz now...
ur the best...
till here...

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~ Safiah ~ @ 11:32:00 PM


hmmm..
i have 2 canceled my plan on the 23rd
for some reasons...
klo nk balas demdam 2 ckp je lah ye...
tk yah nk sembunyik2 kn..
okk....haizz...
and ouh to boi flame sowie i slept..
haha..maaf ye

today done ntg
juz watched kim possible at youtube...
listen songs den chat wif nafisah..
thats all...

wanna go out soon..
wif fam...
till here

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~ Safiah ~ @ 1:24:00 PM


Saturday, June 20, 2009

sleepless nyte again...
hmm..
soo today woke up at 9am
den switch on TV watched grossology
followed by Digimon,Pokemon,bakugan and spongebob
den bla3...
watched PONTIANAK MENJERIT
at least cheer me up a little bit..
den get ready to go out wif mom to buy things at inter...
tot of buying new fon but the fon i wan sold out..
im sooooo ***K up..
haizz...
if i have enough money that tyme
da beli sak to HP.
KNNBCCB
mmm
first mood tkde psl somthing
second hp lak tkde...
third unwanted ppl msg me..
ape lagy nk uat aku peh mood bad...
ouh yaa still have more...
not gonna elaborate..
soo personal...
later going out again
wif mom again
to eat at mac...

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~ Safiah ~ @ 6:50:00 PM


Friday, June 19, 2009

mmm..
well today gone to bedok view sec again for NPCC LMSC
fun but tiring...
learn new stuff..
haha
the ICs were funny
jyeah i lyke it

Yesterday also same...
wen to bedok vies for the same course...
but i didnt sleep at night was talking to inuyasha
miss hym lotzz
soo yeah wen bedok view kena lecture
and yup i fell asleep..
coz dizzyness...
got sommore b4 that
not ganna elaborate coz its soo stupid...haha

and somone wan me to die early...
haizz =(
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hell yeah im soo miss my inuyasha soo much..
donoe bout hym.hmm
if my wish was fulfill
its lyke a dream come true..
haha..
miiiiiiiiishhhhh euuuuuuu lotttttzzzzzzzzz laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:05:00 PM


Wednesday, June 17, 2009

juz came back from uncle house..
played scrabble wif him and his son..
obviously i lost...
haha.scored 130
mmm
nemind maybe next tyme i won without his help...
haha
den wen to another uncle house...
ntg 2 do juz play wif his cat...
soo kawaii..
haha..
den stayed dere till nyte..
den home sweet home..
tired update soon
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i cant hide nymore..haha.
guess to say here since i cant tell u straight otp..
donnoe y..malu maybe haha
suki dayo and this is real
from the bottom of the heart
and...got sommore
not gonna say..haha
malu malu..


~ Safiah ~ @ 9:42:00 PM


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

2nd post:

talked to mom about the confusion of the mind n also heart
well
turn she make me more confused..haha
she scolded me for not telling her that i met inuyasha yesterday..
i still can laugh wen she was scolding me...haha
cool kn??
so story telling to her bout yesterday..
den bla3..
after finish the conversation wif mom
chat wif super hot chick Diyah...
asking fer her opinion
well she did peace my mind a bit..
thx a lotzz
haha..
and also special thx 2 mom
for making me laugh so hard
wen im in this condition..
haha

so yeah...
i already make up my mind and
i cannot tell lies to myself nymore...
the decision was made...

currently juz finished baking marble cake
and also talking otp..
haha..
inuyasha was so mean to me today..
hmph!!!
:(
bt still me **** eu lah
haha...
till here..

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~ Safiah ~ @ 9:07:00 PM


stay awake till 3+am
donoe y cant sleep..
something bothering huh??
and kinda feeling down
haizz
someone wanna call back but not
its ok..coz i noe he was buzy wif his frenz..
lol
soo ntg to do juz listen songz till i fall asleep
i guess..
but still not that sleep
woke up at 6am sleep again
den woke up at 8am..

currently missing som1???
maybe..
still weird
i don noe ehk thiz feelingz..
haizz...

ive already make up my mind
but the heart...donnoe not sure
hmm..


~ Safiah ~ @ 9:23:00 AM


Monday, June 15, 2009

today mit with aida
and also inuyasha..
nk kate kn seram ade malu pn ade bile nk mit inuyasha..
haizz...
den da jumpe inuyasha
okok la
malu ade skt2 je..
haha..pelik..
aida slalu tinggal kn aku.. biba tol
hmm
den jln2,kacau2 each other...
den bla3..
tyme 2 go our seperate ways
well i juz hate 2 say goodbyez...
haizz...
now home sweet home
til here bye


~ Safiah ~ @ 9:42:00 PM


Sunday, June 14, 2009

ouhkay...
this morning otp again wif inuyasha
and also aida...
have fun disturbing each other heh??...
haha...

currently bored
so decided youtube-ing
and found this song..
"First love"
actually in japanese but theres also in english
soo yeah..
listen yaw!!



~ Safiah ~ @ 12:27:00 PM


Saturday, June 13, 2009

currently was listening to
Mahligai mu dari aimataku
shyt man..
i read the lyrics remind me of the past
the 1st tyme i sing along the song
felt wana cry but cannot
moms there
mom still can say "juz lyke about u and ur zakee.."
i was lyke "y muz u bring up his name..come on old story already.."
this song bring up the memories im wif hym..
its true though
everything was really happening 2 me..

but after a while..
inuyasha to the rescure..
haha
help me smile and forget the past again again
eventhough he on9 late..
haiyaa...
tankieu sooo much yeeeee
=)
till here

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~ Safiah ~ @ 11:19:00 PM


this morning was great... haha...
was hyper coz watching anugerah but sadly...
haizz..then otp wif inuyasha.. haizz safiah safiah selalu telepas ckp..
haha..wad to do..
da gys nk uat pe??kn kn...
tak tau lah kn mcm ne lk ngan org tu..
mmm... (:
but the important thing is i was having a great tyme..
hahah..pelik tapi benar la kn...

i heard the super damn hot stories aye...
Hidayah chill ye...
bdk2 gy2 no brain..
haha...
tk puas kot....
sabar ye hidayah..
every relationship mesti ade org tk puas hati ngan kite nye
stay calm... (:

10 more dayz counting down!!!!
outing here i come
along wif loves!!!!!!
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i was lost myself in the darkness of the heart
i was alone for a long tyme
wen suddenly theres light shine through me
and an angel appeared
gave me the strength to live the lyfe once again

u once told me that u have to go
it upsets me wen u say that
u've been a very good fren to me
i juz want you to stay beside me

never thought thiz feelings would come again
until u came to my lyfe
if i was given 1 wish
the ony wish i would wish for is to be wif you and love you forever

~ stay by my side alwayz ~

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~ Safiah ~ @ 1:58:00 PM


Friday, June 12, 2009

well today
doing ntg much
went out for a while wif mum n grandma
tot of staying at home but wad to do
being force too..
haizz...
the tired of NPCC still there...
argh!!!
and My hair was juz been cut..
argh!!!!
for me still short....
argh!!!!
cant wait fer d outing...
on 23...
people plz say can!!!


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:14:00 PM


Thursday, June 11, 2009

fuuh
my blog is back.
thx 2 Nafisah best frenz =)
she save me and also my blog...
=)

well today ntg much
went 2 HQ
took test
den home sweet home..

later otp wif aida n fren
gtg
bye..


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:17:00 PM


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

sian!!tomorrow got npcc test
haizz..
im sooo tired laaaaaaaaa

today go hq
tommorow oso..
haizz...
need some sleep..
to tired 2 type...
hehe
bye
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oh great!!!
my blog ilg...mati!!!!
shit!!!!!!!!!!!
Nafisah!!!
i need ur help!!!!
ASAP

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:02:00 PM


Tuesday, June 9, 2009

i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
i love you i miss you i need you
~ SUKI DA YO ~

crying myself to sleep again
coz somthing happen in the morning
i admit...

i juz want the frenship we start
will never end
but somtimes i
need you by my side n never leave
it maybe hard for me to say
but in some ways i have 2 let it out

ur the reason why i smile
now ur not by my side
i felt strange
felt lonely
forgot how 2 smile n laugh
u noe hu u r
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~ Safiah ~ @ 10:10:00 PM


Monday, June 8, 2009











yey!!!
today went out wif besties..
gerekzzz
but aida cant come along..
haizz sad :(

so yeah
we went
Bugiz>>Arab St>>Penin>>FUNAN>>Esplanade>> Marina Square>>Bugiz again>>home sweet home
hee...
now my legs gonna break soon...
haha
so reaches bugiz at about 1.30pm den of to Arab st teman Nafisah
den after some tyme off to Esplanade walk2 took pics den off to Marina square
haha..
ade org sooo the tk leh angzz wad happen there..
haha

den we off 2 bugiz again and i bought some kind of dress
nice sia....
den blah3..
tored 2 type..
home sweet home..
btw otw home wif besties in the trin..
sempat uat joke walaupon ngah penat..
haha

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~ Safiah ~ @ 10:54:00 PM


Sunday, June 7, 2009

Me and Fatehah
Nafisah and Me


wokay!!!
today went to Nafisah's house got kenduri
ouh ya to nafisah
thx for jemput me n the rest 2 ur house today
mit u again tomorrow...
ok ok...
and ya the brownies are soooo yummmy and delicious..
hehe

after that we went to E-hub
took long way there
haizz...so tiring

and oh..
tonight is fullmoon..
sooo shiok looking at it...
tired
update soon..


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:49:00 PM


Saturday, June 6, 2009

*yawn*
soo sleepy today..
was otp wif som1 till 5+ am

even though tears being rolling down the cheekz thiz morning
but u keep on making me laugh..
thankieu sooo very much =)

b4 that i was watching Romeo And Juliet japanese version
with mr Hot guy Tackey gosh sooo kawaiiii(to me)

ill update soon if theres anything special
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not even a single sec im not thinking of u
 didnt noe that you are very special 2 me..
we have not talk or even noe each other
but the picture of ur face still in my mind...
will we be together somday or are we not??
guess everything not gonna be wad im expect


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:58:00 AM


Friday, June 5, 2009

well today went police hq
coz got shooting competition...
haizzz..
im sooo sux in shooting...
god!!!
i didnt score any...
soo yeah i get a big Zerooo on my record...
haizz...i hate it man...
mmmm....
feels lyke wanna cry but wads done is done ryte??
haizz...
currently bored
and also kept on thinking of ********
haizz...
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why don u juz straight forward
everything was out
but my heart still struggling
either to believe it or not
i don wanna hear from either ur frnz or mine
i wanna hear it from ur own mouth
if its true den speak up
if not lets juz go our own wayz
but one thing i knoe is that
this feelings of mine not gonna change until i noe
all the truth from you yourself...
thankieu 4 everything

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~ Safiah ~ @ 4:04:00 PM


Thursday, June 4, 2009

today went ECP alone
then mit up wif the rest of the class..
i came at 5+pm...
soo chit chatting
den blah3
night then off home
daddy fetch me..
hee
thx daddy =)

so now currently ntg to do
bored...
till here gd bye,gd nyte n swit dremz

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~ Safiah ~ @ 11:07:00 PM


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

well ok...
todays oral test was danm sux for me...
ishhh...WTH
im using improper words la sey...
haizz safiah safiah...
now2 forget bout the oral thingy...

soo after oral wait for loves
den headed for eastpoint..
guess wad??!!
me,Aida,Nafisah and also Fatehah
were challenging each other to a basketball duel...
hahaha
gerek pe??
Find i admit..
To Nur SYUhAida bte Khamis
u win ok...
no one can challenge u accept that boy!!!
haha
so after playing the basketball
decided to grab some of the bears...
but unfortunately
i didnt get any!!!
i was sooo frustrated
den Fatehah calm me down..
haha
thx yaw FTM...
haha

den reach home
got called from systa lurp
she asked me 2 accompany her fetch Siti
den we can hang out together...
but we went Tm instead.
bt sadly i had to make a move 1st
soo yeah sowie u galz
maybe some other day ok??

currently baking some bearcakes
jyeah!!!
and turn up into yummmy delicious cakes...
haha

till here...
tc readers!!! =p

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:58:00 PM


Tuesday, June 2, 2009

juz came back shopping
wif super duper coolest mom in the whole universe...
we were crapping,joking and laughing our ass out for the whole day...
cool huh??

b4 me n mom went out
i was chat wif this 3 beautiful ladies...below
im going crazy chatting wif thiz 3..
while chatting wif Fatehah i have no reason y i kept on saying hahahaha
den wif Nafisah we both were lyke siao type nonsense lyke 'fmjisdfghjihgjnhgrj'..haha
and wif Hidayah we talking bout my personal msg...
haha for hu n so on...haha
so the kpo..haha

so now currently waiting for detective conan on TV3 to start
and also listening to songs
haha...

ouh btw...
Nafisah!!
u've changed to lively n frenly person already..
im soo happy for u..
so now we can gerekz2 and become crazy aite
wen we out together with the rest..
woohoo!!!
stay like that yaw!! :)

Cant wait to mit them n the rest of my love..
hee.. :)

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~ Safiah ~ @ 6:50:00 PM


Monday, June 1, 2009

it shocking though..
to fatehah u have blog a big yeah for u!!!!
haha

and juz now talk to somone fren..
and may be wad he say is true
gosh it gonna be a drem come true...
yeah!!!

And today went 2 hq
to practice shooting this coming Friday
got competition..

den blah3
home sweet home...


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:50:00 PM