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Monday, April 19, 2010

im freaking sad i donnoe y..
seems today been a very bad mood to almost of the people i knew
and also including me
i guess ive been thinking to much about "HYM" but ots seem soo hart to forgeive hym
as he done to me many tymes..
i forgive hym coz of my mom ask me too and also we are family
but now i donnoe y it soo hard for me to forgive you
i want yet i dont
i hate and sad bout all this...yeah i do know its how elderly react
but come on you will feel the same to if i done that to you
that tyme after u went home u called and anted to talk to me
yet i refused and ask mom to tell hym im not ur dog n also m not a begger
plz..may be u can treat me lyke that wen i was 6 years back
but now i have brains..and to my point of view
u seriously treat me lyke a fucking dog that is desperately for money
yes i do need money but if u wanna give it in proper manner plz..
but ur not u just trow lyke that from far apart..
what if ppl see..it woulb be embarrassing right??
damn ur brain are in ur butt is it??
now i don think i should respect you as my grand dad anymore...
we are no longer family in my point of view..
good bye and have a great lyfe with your other grandchild
im just a dog to you..

as you can see above i cant talk to my mom bout this coz she will definitely say
"forgive hym la hes your grad father.." lyke its okay if once or twice
but this is way too over the limit..
but now i wont be thinking bout my granddad nymore as i don bother bout hym
im more bother bout my lyfe dad n mom

so yeah i guess i end tis post lyke this lor...
u ppl may say what you want bout this coz
i have no body else to share with
coz i know if i share with my SYGZ/BFF
they will give the same answer
chalobete sayonara


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:45:00 PM