Thursday, December 2, 2010
tmr's the day where he will be a totally free man
im proud that for the passed 6th month he endure everything
and now im here worrying and also preparing for the worst
worry becoz he might go bck to his past
and preparing for the future which i don wish to happen
the thoughts of negative and positive are fighting one another
and it seems that negative thoughts are wining
i just hope he wont change for the worst
lately he's been bz with stuff
i understand but usually he will forcing hymself talking to me even he was tired
but the past few days was...idk...im speechless
i was planning to let hym settle everything he was facing and then we will be contacting back
i did tell hym yesterday with unwillingness heart and watery eyes
and i understood that he needs me..but i cant take it with his MIA
since his gonna be free...he can do anything that he want..
ill be here and listen all the fun things... =')
if that makes hym happy then im happy for hym
SAYONARA
im proud that for the passed 6th month he endure everything
and now im here worrying and also preparing for the worst
worry becoz he might go bck to his past
and preparing for the future which i don wish to happen
the thoughts of negative and positive are fighting one another
and it seems that negative thoughts are wining
i just hope he wont change for the worst
lately he's been bz with stuff
i understand but usually he will forcing hymself talking to me even he was tired
but the past few days was...idk...im speechless
i was planning to let hym settle everything he was facing and then we will be contacting back
i did tell hym yesterday with unwillingness heart and watery eyes
and i understood that he needs me..but i cant take it with his MIA
since his gonna be free...he can do anything that he want..
ill be here and listen all the fun things... =')
if that makes hym happy then im happy for hym
SAYONARA
Safiah Babyyasha
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Too hurt in life. Nothing else matters. Happiness be felt only for awhile. Broken Bitch is what i am now. Nuff said.
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