Thursday, December 23, 2010
well my december getting from bad to worst...
first the attitude but im get used to it
but recently i heard unwanted news that either a lie or truth
i don know on which side to believe...
they both can be right and also wrong at the same tyme
the story line were all different..
and im just to afraid to make a move and ask people around..
coz im afraid that it'll get even worse
and now im making fuss wif boify and will atrat my attitude towards hym
it was lyke im suppose to believe hym other then the other party
but i donnoe y im trusting the other party instead..
my mind in a mess...everything messed up
why must it happening now?? fuck it!
FML!!! i hate it...lyke i said
everytyme im about to feel happiness surround me something bad will bring me down..
fuck it all up la sial!!!nbcb...had enough of this...
maybe i should just stop trusting people n move on wif my lyfe alone...
not as if break up or wad.. but everything i just kept to myself
it'll be much better that way..
no one will get hurt by me...
i don wish to hurt hym over and over again...
i've done enough to hurt hym...
i can ony hope for hys happiness....
SAYONARA
~ Safiah ~ @ 8:40:00 PM