Friday, May 31, 2013
Its thr fourth day my life without him. How can he move on so fast. Im missing him every min. No more chance for me is it? I miss you i miss us... I didnt text him cause im scare i might annoyed him. Im no one to him now. Even if i said iloveyou he wouldnt reply. I miss those "mane aku tak sayang kau" when ever either one of us do something silly. Those sweet moments, arguements and stuff we get bck together again... Now? Haizzz... You left with my everything. I miss you MDSBM.. :'(
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Night spending with my awesome ex by the beach as usual.. hearing he spin the songs and then play some game. Oh well, sadly we arent even close to be together. I hug him as usual bt then again i knw his heart aint with me now. No use regretting right. Life need to move on anyway. He have her now while i have nothing left. Its okay, as long i know he's happy im fine with it.. Maybe i cant be there for him until someone else have replace me. So yeah, shytz happen right? What can i do.. even if i run a million miles for him he still billions miles ahead of me. Sighh... I can never get closer to him back... Or even win his heart back. I just want him to be happy thats all... I dont mind putting my jealousy and hurts aside just to see him happy.. I miss us.. cant stop calling him bhy as im use to it. Haizzz..
This is my bbygirl, she really did came to sg... How surprised i was to muncul in front of my bed room door when i heard nenek say her name... padahal baru jek sampai umah... tekejot gerl gerl... camwhoring with my busok face, no make up just naturally naked face. i let out everything to her what had happen, she know im a stubborn kid so she dont say much....Haizzz... Tears dried up to even cry, just thy heart that bare the sorrows. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
(The pic that nvr fail to ease me)
Sooo much of wanting to him to stay we ended up breaking up. Cause of my egos and shytz!. If he gonna be happy with her then she jolly well take care of him pretty good. Im not good in showing or proving someone that i love them. But when I love, I love them whole heartedly. Heart is crushed, now i knw hw its really feels like when you really into someone and then they left just like that. I guess i have no one now! He use to be the one i look up fr every moment but... I just wish he's mine again.. MDSBM
Only here and tumblr are the places that i can fully let out my feeling... My past post are just memories.. It got nothing to do anything with me already.
Safiah Babyyasha
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Too hurt in life. Nothing else matters. Happiness be felt only for awhile. Broken Bitch is what i am now. Nuff said.
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