Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Macam biase since secondary life, tgk wayang mesti tige org.. and as usual im the only girl... last time with naufal now with ramadan. but the two stay the same, me and mark.. LOL ness...
kay moving on, changkatans reunions. not fully but the three of us.. fyqo bz working, oh wells. Sighh tgl die je aku lom mintak maaf... sighhh... hard life la kans...
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Its a fullmoon tonight, to many memories.. the reason why i wont hate it is because, memories bring back those time that i missed the most. It may make me cry but hey it doesnt change a thing even when the person itself have changed.I miss being pampered by my love ones, those forehead kisses, and the love they showered me with, those are the days where ive been craving for. Ever since ive been hurt frm my previous thats when i forget how to love, lost my smile, laugh and those happy feelings...
I miss that feeling too bt what can i do, ive been lonely ever since people keep on coming and leaving my life. I cant stop them, its their choice, sometimes i felt like im being used. I wish i was heartless, no feelings n emotions soo this shytz wont bring me down... but sadly im the type that cannot see my love ones being hurt.. No one understands me anyway. Soo yeah,i need to mive on either way..
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Good morninh earthlingsBeen thinking alot lately... About prince mostly. How can i forget all the moments together... I miss our 2nd month the most where we always laugh and less fights. Now? We are like drifting apart. I miss us. We use to spent all the time together no mattet how bz we are. Yet now everythings change. I know ive been ignoring you, but i wanted to now how important i am in your life. But everytime we meet yu will keep on talking bout other girls as if i have no feeling like that... aku pon manusia siaaa. Ade perasaan jugak. But listening everything seems like you happier with them then being with me... im human not perfect. I knoe i cant make you happy but at least i trying every bit to make you happy. Still i cant reach that limit of making you smile or laugh or feel needed in my life.. I believe that you said you knew me yes you knew me but why did you do the things that gonna leave a scar in me... i seriously wanna know what are we now... we back together bt you acting like you single... Tell me if you really ove me and im that important to you... i wanna know. Seriously.
Monday, June 10, 2013
Its the tenth people and its our third. supposedly..But hmmmzzz..... okay moving on... Movie date and heart to heart talk with love
hell yeah i miss him please. bt haizzz... Still love him though. Celebrated our third by the beach after everything...
Ouh before that, i had late brunch + dinner with him... well kinda hard to get him to eat in the end yeay he ate alot!!! Happy Girl...
let get happy and start everything back... hmmmzzz... or shall we just keep it as
low profile? Nahhh i should just shut the fck up... Good night everybodekzzzz and pepeksssz...
see our masainess face...
we can never change.... tsk haizz
Friday, June 7, 2013
Good Morning guise!!I is just woke up, and working later on. Hmmm.. Its the 7th of June and 3 more days to supposedly our 3rd. Well yesterday met ex at avatar. And lame tk jejak mcm makin boring la pulak... panas lak tu.. haizzzz.. I just dont get it, kadang die bilang kwn die aku ni ex die n kadang pompan die... Ape siaa... Tsk i cn nvr understand him la.... lantak laaa... haizzz...
Monday, June 3, 2013
Its been a week, without you. Is it so hard for you to accept me back? Haizzz.... you left me having.... i threw my ego and shameless away for you, but then again you ignore me... Im not gonna moving on. waiting is pointless anyway. cause i know you wont come back for me... before we get so serious, non of this happen... why siaa... even you ask for break up we didnt even really broke up but now you just making your own decisions. haizz.. imissus.. dont you?
Saturday, June 1, 2013
If you reading this please take at least 5 min of your time to watch the video below...I wish all the best for you in your life love... You hoped that i was the last but sadly Im just one of your past. If your heart have open up for me, i'll be here waiting.. IMYSM MDSBM
its the first of June! and well 9 more days of supposedly our 3rd month. but things turn out not to be the way i wanted. Sighh.... Oh well, single life again i guess... shall lock it up... no more heartbreaks please... he's moving on.. correction. he have moved on.. soo i guess i will be lying here for now... reminding me about being left alone soo i wont fall into another trap of love.. so yeah... hopefully then i will be able to stand up again.
Safiah Babyyasha
Create Your Badge
Too hurt in life. Nothing else matters. Happiness be felt only for awhile. Broken Bitch is what i am now. Nuff said.
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