Saturday, November 9, 2013

Its our third month. And there you go sleeping. I understand that youre tired but haish. Sometimes i just dont knw who am i to you. Am i really important in your life? Do you really love me? Why do i suddenly feel insecure? I guess im just another toy for guys huh. Im sick n tired. Sick n tired of being treated as if im nothing.. All i cn do is just lying here crying all by my self on our third. Do you even care? No you only think of yourself... i knw where i stand.. im just no body to you.. i get it.. you dont really need me. Not at all by right.. you habe someone i have no one... thanks bhy, you different yes i admit that but somehow you have to understand what a girl like me actually need. please. You cant always blame why us girls left when the attention isnt there. After you fought so hard to win their heart and after u get them u left then unattended. We arent toy we have feelings too... its no use telling ypu anyway, you wont understand my feelings anyway... shattered, broken,

Friday, November 8, 2013

Well it almost 3 month being with you... In this 3 months we've been through alot. I admit you are different from the rest but sometimes i need more attention from you.. idk why is it hard fr me to let out what i feel now . Maybe im afraid that i might hurt you.. But sighh you wouldnt understand anyway... By right you dk me that well eitber bby.. yes im sensitive, i am very sensitive but same goes to you.. i cant even know wbats in your mind. Sighhh.... we've been like arguing recently... im tired.. i knw you is tired too... but haishh idk, you were like keeping things from me... bt sighh sometimes i just need you to listen n stop debating w me... althought im in the wrong bt just understand me will you... sometime i felt that i dont even exist in ur life. You woke up n straight away play games. Sighh.... i just felt unwanted at times... am i even important to you?

~ Safiah ~ @ 1:39:00 AM