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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Night spending with my awesome ex by the beach as usual.. hearing he spin the songs and then play some game. Oh well, sadly we arent even close to be together. I hug him as usual bt then again i knw his heart aint with me now. No use regretting right. Life need to move on anyway. He have her now while i have nothing left. Its okay, as long i know he's happy im fine with it.. Maybe i cant be there for him until someone else have replace me. So yeah, shytz happen right? What can i do.. even if i run a million miles for him he still billions miles ahead of me. Sighh... I can never get closer to him back... Or even win his heart back. I just want him to be happy thats all... I dont mind putting my jealousy and hurts aside just to see him happy.. I miss us.. cant stop calling him bhy as im use to it. Haizzz..
 Pic above had been my desktop pic even since im with him till now even though we are nothing now.. Haizz

This is my bbygirl, she really did came to sg... How surprised i was to muncul in front of my bed room door when i heard nenek say her name... padahal baru jek sampai umah... tekejot gerl gerl... camwhoring with my busok face, no make up just naturally naked face. i let out everything to her what had happen, she know im a stubborn kid so she dont say much....Haizzz... Tears dried up to even cry, just thy heart that bare the sorrows. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....


~ Safiah ~ @ 1:26:00 PM